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i was only taking an antidepressent it was cipramil. i cant get a mood stablizer untill april./may. and i hope tommrow goes well…. in the ER… *hug hopefully they’ll fix you up good and proper
or at least give you some real strong antibiotics. and thats cool you know neighbours now
) How long have you been living where you are? — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Thanks for asking angel. Actually, about the same or worse. > Guess tommorow I hit the emergency walk in. > Now you take care of yourself. Am I right, that you are only > taking an antidepressant? Was it celexa? Did this make you > manic? (my memory is off right now, past bed time) Make > sure you get a mood stabilizer if you can. > Huggs, > Mark > how are you feeling now mark? > any better > i havent seen you around > so i hope everythings mokay and your getting rest and stuff > And anna… .i hope your doing okay to
you seam nice. although i dont > think we’ve spoken yet? *hughughughgughug for you to!!! > ~memememe > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > > > > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > > > > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious > danger > to > > > > some people…….
> > > > c ya > > > > anna > > > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > > > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > > > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > > > cook a much better meal at home. > > i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different > > grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i > > can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food > > supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i > > get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or > something.. > > and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a > > pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the > > nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back > > to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, > > enough to get some meds into me. > > i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that their > > <<<shivver>>> > > > m. o. t. f. > > — > > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> x-no-archive: yes > I swear by chile peppers for upper- and lower-resperatory infections.
im glad you got them to go away. sinus infections suck. !! when my little girl was around 3-4 she used to get them and they would last all winter…. she couldnt hardly think cause her head was so stuffed up…… eventually i came on something called a neti-pot… (sp?) im pretty sure thats what its called. anyway its a yogic practice where you take a tiny little pot of dilute saline solution (salt and water) and squeeze it up through your sinuses rinsing them out. well i couldnt give my little girl chile peppers and i hated having her on antibiotics constantly so i did get one of those little bulb-syrringes from the drugstore, and filled it with warm saline solution, and told her to blow out while i squeezed it lightly up into her nostrils. she was ‘blowing out’ so it didnt really cause her discomfort. she was very good about letting me do it. when you are good at it your not supposed to ‘blow out’ anymore. anyway, that light saline rinsing was what finally capped her sinus infections. did a world of good…… she has not had one since. the imperative thing is encouraging drainage and clearing of the infection. its so easy for it to become stuck in those tiny passageways. anything that will love you ixt, long time no see just wanted to throw that out…… — "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> it was my plesure anna
> im here to help, and be helped… not to make people feel uncomftable…. so > if i say any more ‘triggery’ words let me know okay and ill drop them from > my vocab
) > take care huh > *hugz
thanks angel. triggers are a b-tch
}} you too ok???? > let us know….. anna – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> ~me > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > it looks much ‘prettier’ graphically… but that certainly isnt always > what ya want…..>> > anyway im sure you are much more a beautiful angel than psychotic these > days! i bet its usually others telling you are psychotic, thats the way > it was with me
) > i like you sig still……. > anna > > — > > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > > not" > > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> i was only taking an antidepressent > it was cipramil. > i cant get a mood stablizer untill april./may.
What has been your experience with citalopram (Cipramil/Celexa)? I have been taking it 20mg bid, along with a bunch of other stuff, including 2 mood stabilisers, with moderate success. Darren. BPAD II, ultradian; ADHD-primarily inattentive
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i only took the cipramil twice. im waiting to see a pdoc to get proper medication i dont know if it was the cipramil that sent me manic, or if it was comming by itself. my mood changes so quickly…. how long have you been taking that mix? — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> i was only taking an antidepressent > it was cipramil. > i cant get a mood stablizer untill april./may. > What has been your experience with citalopram (Cipramil/Celexa)? > I have been taking it 20mg bid, along with a bunch of other stuff, including > 2 mood stabilisers, with moderate success. > Darren. > BPAD II, ultradian; ADHD-primarily inattentive
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> i was kinda thinking even though i like the name, i should drop the p bit… > considering where i am and all…
it looks much ‘prettier’ graphically… but that certainly isnt always what ya want…..>> anyway im sure you are much more a beautiful angel than psychotic these days! i bet its usually others telling you are psychotic, thats the way it was with me
) i like you sig still……. anna > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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Thanks for asking angel. Actually, about the same or worse. Guess tommorow I hit the emergency walk in. Now you take care of yourself. Am I right, that you are only taking an antidepressant? Was it celexa? Did this make you manic? (my memory is off right now, past bed time) Make sure you get a mood stabilizer if you can. Huggs, Mark – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> how are you feeling now mark? > any better > i havent seen you around > so i hope everythings mokay and your getting rest and stuff > And anna… .i hope your doing okay to
you seam nice. although i dont > think we’ve spoken yet? *hughughughgughug for you to!!! > ~memememe > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > > > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > > > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger > to > > > some people…….
> > > c ya > > > anna > > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > > cook a much better meal at home. > i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different > grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i > can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food > supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i > get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or > something.. > and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a > pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the > nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back > to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, > enough to get some meds into me. > i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that > <<<shivver>>> > > m. o. t. f. > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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it was my plesure anna
im here to help, and be helped… not to make people feel uncomftable…. so if i say any more ‘triggery’ words let me know okay and ill drop them from my vocab
) take care huh *hugz ~me — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > it looks much ‘prettier’ graphically… but that certainly isnt always > what ya want…..>> > anyway im sure you are much more a beautiful angel than psychotic these > days! i bet its usually others telling you are psychotic, thats the way > it was with me
) > i like you sig still……. > anna > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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i was kinda thinking even though i like the name, i should drop the p bit… considering where i am and all… — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> And anna… .i hope your doing okay to
you seam nice. although i dont > think we’ve spoken yet? *hughughughgughug for you to!!! > hihihih..
))) ive read your stuff.. you seem nice too
))} > actually, like i said i do graphic design! >> or thats what im trained > in….. and your ‘*’s in your header sparkle my eyes.. so sometimes i > couldnt read your messages cause of the ‘*’s… > thats kinda silly reason not to read something
) also you see ive > been psychotic so long myself, and the word psychotic angel beautiful as > it is kind of hurts my mind a little…..so i rather not read it.. but i > can get past that easy
) > hope to get to know you much better! > > peace > annan > ~memememe > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > > > > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > > > > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger > to > > > > some people…….
> > > > c ya > > > > anna > > > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > > > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > > > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > > > cook a much better meal at home. > > i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different > > grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i > > can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food > > supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i > > get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or > something.. > > and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a > > pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the > > nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back > > to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, > > enough to get some meds into me. > > i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that their > > <<<shivver>>> > > > m. o. t. f. > > — > > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace" > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> hey, > is there anyway you can get to a dr or something? Or dont you want to go?
Yeah, really didn’t want to go if i can help it. I have a strong immune system which usually kicks in to cure me. > hrm…. oh yeah, thats what i forgot to say. You know how someone sugested > the steam thing? Or like steam up the bathroom and just sit there? If you do > that, becarefull you dont pass out. I used to love steeming up the bathroom > before i had a shower, (i have no clue why..) and i almost passed out on a > fair few occasions.
> but the head over a bowl with a towel as seen on tv seams to do some good in > clearing airways and stuff. *i think*
Yes, Jim suggested that, and actually i have done it a little. > anyway you can get some food deliverd? Or got anyone that can bring you > stuff?
No and no. :^( I’m 20 miles from the closest hick town, and I never ask anyone for a favor. I don’t do "people".(in rl anyways) Thank you for your concern. It probably is making me get well faster. hugs, Mark – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> -me > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > Hi sweetie, > I just woke up from a long midday sleep. No change yet. > Hadn’t had any chicken soup. Remember, I’m alone in the forest, > and really too sick to cook much. But I’ve just started a hearty > dinner, and, its time to feed tigerboy. I swear, in a few minutes > i’m going to make a honey/lemonjuice tea, and keep drinking > the same for the next few days. > Thanks for asking. I hope you mouth is feeling better. > huggs, > Mark
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> if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger to > some people…….
> c ya > anna
Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would cook a much better meal at home. m. o. t. f.
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Shoot Mark, some good ole fashioned Campbells chicken noodle is better > than nothing, I prefer some Lipton noodle (not that insta-stuff, get the > stuff with two packets in the box, don’t get the chicken-noodle, it has > nasty dehydrated pieces of chicken in it, just the noodle in chicken > broth), myself, I don’t think it has as much sodium. > Peace, > Gina > "Feats don’t fail me now" > -Barrere, George, Martin > Thanks Gina. I finally had a couple of pieces of cube steak and some > mashed potatoes with gravy. Stick to ya ribs stuff. > I was just thinking, my steak was flat and oval. Why do they call it > cube steak? It wasn’t shaped in square blocks. ;^o
Thanks for the chuckle Mark. Wish I could get the cube steak you probably had up here. These people wouldn’t know a piece of chicken fried steak if it bit them in the arse. I’m sad to say that the best I get is at Denny’s. And that’s really sad. > Mark
– Peace, Gina "Feats don’t fail me now" -Barrere, George, Martin
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informed me of this: <Thanks for the chuckle Mark. Wish I could get the cube steak you <probably had up here. These people wouldn’t know a piece of chicken <fried steak if it bit them in the arse. I’m sad to say that the best I <get is at Denny’s. And that’s really sad. Irony speaking here. The best chicken fried steak that you can find around here is at "Bob’s County Kitchen". Hopper
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> > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger to > some people…….
> c ya > anna > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > cook a much better meal at home.
i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or something.. and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, enough to get some meds into me. i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that <<<shivver>>> > m. o. t. f.
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> And anna… .i hope your doing okay to
you seam nice. although i dont > think we’ve spoken yet? *hughughughgughug for you to!!!
hihihih..
))) ive read your stuff.. you seem nice too
))} actually, like i said i do graphic design! >> or thats what im trained in….. and your ‘*’s in your header sparkle my eyes.. so sometimes i couldnt read your messages cause of the ‘*’s… thats kinda silly reason not to read something
) also you see ive been psychotic so long myself, and the word psychotic angel beautiful as it is kind of hurts my mind a little…..so i rather not read it.. but i can get past that easy
) hope to get to know you much better! > peace annan – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> ~memememe > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > > > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > > > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger > to > > > some people…….
> > > c ya > > > anna > > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > > cook a much better meal at home. > i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different > grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i > can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food > supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i > get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or > something.. > and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a > pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the > nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back > to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, > enough to get some meds into me. > i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that > <<<shivver>>> > > m. o. t. f. > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
– "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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how are you feeling now mark? any better i havent seen you around so i hope everythings mokay and your getting rest and stuff And anna… .i hope your doing okay to
you seam nice. although i dont think we’ve spoken yet? *hughughughgughug for you to!!! ~memememe — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> > if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that > > revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger to > > some people…….
> > c ya > > anna > Yeah, that’s what I was doing yesterday when i drove myself to > the nearest diner/greasy spoon. I went ahead and paid for a meal > out, just to get the strength to get thru the day. Normally i would > cook a much better meal at home. > i know its incredible… my house is full of flour, yeast, all different > grains, masa, dry beans, the whole schmiel i mean i can make a pizza, i > can make mexican food, i have my house stocked with emergency food > supplies….. but i can never keep enough crackers around, that is all i > get keep down during the daytime, crackers and maybe cheeses or something.. > and yet if i get sick enough……. i still must order out and get a > pizza, and the two free sodas that come with it. that also helps the > nausea. i get an anchovy pizza with two rootbeers. that brings me back > to reality — by the time ive finished it all im fairly coherent again, > enough to get some meds into me. > i really just dont think people realize the extreme danger that > <<<shivver>>> > m. o. t. f. > — > "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" > "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> Shoot Mark, some good ole fashioned Campbells chicken noodle is better > than nothing, I prefer some Lipton noodle (not that insta-stuff, get the > stuff with two packets in the box, don’t get the chicken-noodle, it has > nasty dehydrated pieces of chicken in it, just the noodle in chicken > broth), myself, I don’t think it has as much sodium. > Peace, > Gina > "Feats don’t fail me now" > -Barrere, George, Martin
Thanks Gina. I finally had a couple of pieces of cube steak and some mashed potatoes with gravy. Stick to ya ribs stuff. I was just thinking, my steak was flat and oval. Why do they call it cube steak? It wasn’t shaped in square blocks. ;^o Mark
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> hey, > is there anyway you can get to a dr or something? Or dont you want to go? > hrm…. oh yeah, thats what i forgot to say. You know how someone sugested > the steam thing? Or like steam up the bathroom and just sit there? If you do > that, becarefull you dont pass out. I used to love steeming up the bathroom > before i had a shower, (i have no clue why..) and i almost passed out on a > fair few occasions.
this is so funny. when i do stuff like that i do have to sit on the ground or something.. prop myself somewhere to make sure if i lose it somehow i wont hurt anything……. sometimes im trapped in my apt and i live in the middle of town. some days im too sick to eat; then im too sick to take my pills…… then im off my meds and get afraid to leave the house…… and im literally stuck there off my meds with nothing to eat and no way really to get anything….! if i have the money i have to order a pizza. its the only thing that revives me enough to get back on track.. i think its a serious danger to some people…….
> but the head over a bowl with a towel as seen on tv seams to do some good in > clearing airways and stuff. *i think*
your bodys trying to expel mucus which is very thick if you are dehydrated.. adding more liquid to your body either by drinking or steam thins it and makes it easier to expel when ya cough…… c ya anna "blessed am i to dwell in this beautiful temple" "allow me to accept these gifts with grace"
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> hey, > is there anyway you can get to a dr or something? Or dont you want to go? > hrm…. oh yeah, thats what i forgot to say. You know how someone sugested > the steam thing? Or like steam up the bathroom and just sit there? If you do > that, becarefull you dont pass out. I used to love steeming up the bathroom > before i had a shower, (i have no clue why..) and i almost passed out on a > fair few occasions.
> but the head over a bowl with a towel as seen on tv seams to do some good in > clearing airways and stuff. *i think*
This helped me immensely when I was about 11. I woke up literally unable to breathe, I was so clogged up. (Turns out I had mono) I woke up my parents and the first thing they did was run very hot water into the bathroom sink, and put me over it with a towel over my head. I was able to breathe in very short time. > anyway you can get some food deliverd? Or got anyone that can bring you > stuff?
Shoot Mark, some good ole fashioned Campbells chicken noodle is better than nothing, I prefer some Lipton noodle (not that insta-stuff, get the stuff with two packets in the box, don’t get the chicken-noodle, it has nasty dehydrated pieces of chicken in it, just the noodle in chicken broth), myself, I don’t think it has as much sodium. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> -me > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess > Hi sweetie, > I just woke up from a long midday sleep. No change yet. > Hadn’t had any chicken soup. Remember, I’m alone in the forest, > and really too sick to cook much. But I’ve just started a hearty > dinner, and, its time to feed tigerboy. I swear, in a few minutes > i’m going to make a honey/lemonjuice tea, and keep drinking > the same for the next few days. > Thanks for asking. I hope you mouth is feeling better. > huggs, > Mark
– Peace, Gina "Feats don’t fail me now" -Barrere, George, Martin
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how are you feeling today? hope your feeling a bit better
how’s all the shicken soup going? *hug -me — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
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Hi sweetie, I just woke up from a long midday sleep. No change yet. Hadn’t had any chicken soup. Remember, I’m alone in the forest, and really too sick to cook much. But I’ve just started a hearty dinner, and, its time to feed tigerboy. I swear, in a few minutes i’m going to make a honey/lemonjuice tea, and keep drinking the same for the next few days. Thanks for asking. I hope you mouth is feeling better. huggs, Mark – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> how are you feeling today? > hope your feeling a bit better
> how’s all the shicken soup going? > *hug > -me > — > "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im > not" > http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess
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hey, is there anyway you can get to a dr or something? Or dont you want to go? hrm…. oh yeah, thats what i forgot to say. You know how someone sugested the steam thing? Or like steam up the bathroom and just sit there? If you do that, becarefull you dont pass out. I used to love steeming up the bathroom before i had a shower, (i have no clue why..) and i almost passed out on a fair few occasions.
but the head over a bowl with a towel as seen on tv seams to do some good in clearing airways and stuff. *i think* anyway you can get some food deliverd? Or got anyone that can bring you stuff? -me — "I would rather be hated for something I am, Then loved for something im not" http://iam.bmezine.com/?countess – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hi sweetie, > I just woke up from a long midday sleep. No change yet. > Hadn’t had any chicken soup. Remember, I’m alone in the forest, > and really too sick to cook much. But I’ve just started a hearty > dinner, and, its time to feed tigerboy. I swear, in a few minutes > i’m going to make a honey/lemonjuice tea, and keep drinking > the same for the next few days. > Thanks for asking. I hope you mouth is feeling better. > huggs, > Mark